Memories of a Penitent Heart

Directed by Cecilia Aldorando

United States | 2025 | 72 minutes | English | Order No. W251323

Twenty-five years after her uncle Miguel dies of AIDS, a filmmaker tracks down his estranged lover – now a Franciscan monk – unearthing a buried history of faith, secrecy, and unresolved family grief.

SYNOPSIS

Blending newly discovered home movies, letters, and archival footage with intimate contemporary interviews, MEMORIES OF A PENITENT HEART follows filmmaker Cecilia Aldarondo as she confronts a long-buried family secret surrounding her uncle Miguel’s death at the height of the AIDS crisis, when the disease was widely condemned as sin. A decade later, determined to understand the silence and shame that shaped her family’s response, she searches for Miguel’s estranged partner, Robert. She finds him, but he is now Father Aquin, a Franciscan monk carrying years of grief and anger. As past and present collide, the film becomes a powerful reckoning with the human cost of stigma, the weaponization of faith, and the unresolved wounds left by AIDS.

PRESS

The only way to understand Memories of a Penitent Heart is to see it yourself. I hope you do. My words can't do it justice.

Nathanael Hood Screen Comment

A highly personal portrait of the importance of embracing who you have while you still can.

Nick Schager Village Voice

SCREENING HIGHLIGHTS AND AWARDS

  • Indie Memphis Film Festival, Cecilia Aldarondo (director), 2016 Winner for Special Jury Award for Emotional Honesty
  • Austin Gay and Lesbian International Film Festival, 2016 Winner, Best Documentary
  • Tribeca Film Festival, Cecilia Aldarondo (director), 2016 Nominee for Jury Award Best Documentary Feature
  • Cleveland International Film Festival, Cecilia Aldarondo (director), 2017 Nominee for Greg Gund Memorial Standing Up Award
  • Tribeca Film Festival, 2016
  • GIFF, 2016
  • InsideOut Toronto LGBT Film Festival, 2016
  • New Orleans Film Festival, 2016
  • Twist Seattle Queer Film Festival, 2016
  • Guanajuato International Film Festival, 2016
  • Costa Rica International Film Festival, 2016
  • Hot Springs Documentary Film Festival, 2016

ABOUT FILMMAKER(S)

Cecilia Aldarondo

Cecilia Aldarondo is an award-winning director, producer and writer from the Puerto Rican diaspora who works at the intersection of poetics and politics. She is known for her features MEMORIES OF A PENITENT HEART (2016), LANDFALL (2020), YOU WERE MY FIRST BOYFRIEND (2023), and DEAR MS: A REVOLUTION IN PRINT (2025). Her films have premiered at Tribeca and SXSW and broadcast on the award-winning PBS Series POV as well as HBO. Aldarondo has a PhD in Cultural Studies from the University of Minnesota, an MA in Contemporary Art Theory from Goldsmiths College, an MA in Gender Studies from the University of Newcastle upon Tyne, and a BA in English from the University of Florida, and she teaches at Williams College. She is a member of the documentary branch of the Academy of Motion Picture Arts and Sciences. (02/25)

Credits

Director/Producer/Writer: Cecilia Aldarondo 

Editor: Hannah Buck 

Cinematographer: Brennan Vance 

Soundtrack Composer: Angélica Negrón 

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